Monday, February 21, 2011

a letter from battlefield....

dear lovely mom and dad...


hi mom,hi dad..this is your son,who is missing you'all so much...love you so much,need you so much...miss each moment with both of you...there is a long time i've been not wrote anything to you..there is a lot of thing happens to me recently...i've duty and job to finished in here..as your son and national hero...hehe..that sound nonsense right..how are you dad and mom..both of you have a great time without me or you'all are missing me..i miss all the moment with you..with your laughters..with your cheers..with your talks..and mom,i miss your cook..that is so tasty,need it so much..miss you mom...I MISS BOTH OF YOU MOM AND DAD!!!!!!


Dad..when i was a young kid,i thought i wanted all the things that i haven't got..i learned the hardest way then i realized what it took to tell the difference between thieves and crooks..a lesson learned to me and you..there is only thing i want know and be..become someone that can make you proud,dad...you always whispered words of passion to me..dad says:son,be a man..a man that can make me and your mom proud..do not let us down son..we love you so much son...remember,be a man!!!be a man!!...that words give me meaning of my life..i'm also love you mom and dad..dad,because of that..i'm joined the army,the great destiny for me in order to became a man..hehe..i'm proud to be your son...


Mom..how are you doing now,are geting so well...did dad take good care of you..hehe..hope both of you hava great time without me...i'm feeling lonely without you...mom,are you still cooking at home..l could'nt forget your cooks..especially your curry and 'tomyan'..it's so tasty...haha..and also your's 'sambal belacan'..hmm miss that cooks...hehe...holiday???why in here is so difficult to getting the holiday...it'so suffering me mom....


Mom and Dad...i'm now taking a degree in computer science..as you know,i'm here live in military as cadet and academic as a student..both of this field are so challenging me...i must adapt both of this as soon as possible unless i'll lost..so many things i've learned here..from my seniors,my instructors and also my lectures..they have different skill but have one disicpline..in here,i've been taught to be a disipline person...firstly,i think it's so ridiculous because impossible to changed from other side guy to became a other side guy...but in military,nothing is impossible...


in military,i've been taught a few words..Yes sir!!!..i will sir!!...i will find out sir!!!..i know sir!!..and a few words more...all your life is arranged in order to schedule your life properly..my life here begin at 0600h in morning...and the common routine as officer cadet and a student begins untill 2359h..everyday is same for me...sometimes i feeled bored..haha..


haha...seem's i've talk so much...i've to go because a lot of works are not settle yet..i hope we'will meet again in another letter...take care of yourselves..miss you mom and dad..loving you too..SEE YOU SOON!!!!


A LETTER WRITE BY AN ARMY......the end of the story...

Monday, January 24, 2011

wOw..!!

wOw!!nothing special about this term...it just my first expression when i was told to create a blog...i'm never think about blogging...for me blog is just for girls...wow!!woW!!! and wow!!..its so great..feel more better when i create this blog...like my expression are release..like my tension just fly away from my head...i never imagine i love writing..before this write and read is two thing that hate most..haha...

rezu!!
that my name..REZU is short term for RESHAM..hehe..REZU also the name of warrior..the japan warrior during samurai's age...the warrior who belief the most toughest person are ourself not some else.....who will fight for the justice and truth..that kind of characteristic motivated me to be someone like that..

REZU,this name is key of my life..and my journey!!!
my heart says:once u say that,so make it as u say..never looked back..just move forward to the way that everyone never think it...just proud with ourself and belief what we must belief...


wOw!!...........hehe

2011!!new phase..new time...new year...

New year??...when we talked about it,we must think about something new..of course about age..now i'm not a boy anymore,i'm a guy..the guy that more matured than before,and of course more stylo..haha...i'm now already 20,that sounds make so scary..i don't want be older anymore..enough!!

before 2011 came in my life!!
2010??the year that make feel more better than one year before...that year,become a first year degree'student so exciting for me..my degree in computer science was something that i could never imagine..there are so many thing that i never know before this..that are really awesome when we talked about programming..that thing are really great..before 2010 leave me,i was involve with some kind of militry training..the training was held during the sem break,while the student from other university was enjoying the holiday...but it some kind that so exciting and challenging..the year leave me with a lot of experience and fun..hehe..

now for the new resolution!!
like the past,my resolution never achieved..why???because all my resolution is some kind of nonsense and impossible to achieve..haha...for this year,what you guys think??hehe..maybe you all think that i want to married..haha..married in facebook is enough for me...no!i want to own a car..with all the money that i spend before this,i think i could afford it...what car??honda CIVIC is my choice..that one look more suitable with my soul..haha...hope this one will be achieved..

and for the last..i want a blue bagde that means i want score 3.5 above in exam...hope everyone can help me..help me!help me!..hehe..thanks guys..this year will bringing something for us..just wait and see...
hehe...


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